Parting

Life is going to be different

after this parting.

The moment is full of that realization

but one last time an effort is spared

to hold the present a little longer,

in an attempt to escape the threatening anticipations.

However much I try, the tension does not let go of me.

I guess it is the same with you too;

only time will let me confirm.

I cannot let go of the fear and anticipation

of parting that could turn out to be final.

I try to hold on to the moment and

make an earnest attempt to enjoy and preserve

the warmth and passion of these precious moments.

I realize my failure, though I manage to hold back

my anxieties and fears and put up a brave front,

boldly receiving and bestowing the parting kiss.

The terror and agony of the moment far exceeds the pleasure

and sense of belonging this clasp and kiss impart.

I shudder and freeze inwardly

and choke back and smother the cries

that wriggle to break free, be let loose.

The burning and tearing shake me up

like wild fire and thunderstorm.

The moment you release the tight grip

that holds me up close to you

I know the world will change around me.

Life will not be the same until you return to me safe

and grab me once again in that

intimate, tight embrace, kissing me

in that familiar way, reassuring me

that nothing has changed between us,

our world remains intact .

Inspired by picture prompt at http://creativewriting.ie/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/prompt-2.jpg